Do you still have the cigarette paper from two summers ago?
I still have your memories… my memories… I think of you every day.
I wish I could see you like we used to, I think I screwed that chance from ever happening again. I hope I’m wrong.
I miss you.
I miss your pixie-elfish hair
I miss your firecracker persona
I miss how you keep me on my feet
I miss gazing at the stars with you, on a blanket, in some open field or behind my house
I miss your quirks, the way you light your smokes, the way you shake your head when you’re wound up/stressed out, your full out laugh that makes you tear up
I miss your legs, your fingers, your hands, your ears, your lips
And I miss how you curl up next to me
I hate sleeping without you
You once told me I had the most callused hands of anyone you’ve been with…
I lost those calluses for a while with you, maybe I became too soft for you.
Now my hands are harder, I wish you would feel them again.
Note from the Chief Bottle Finder: Sloughing off some of the rough edges isn’t always a bad thing; it’s the resulting softness that brought about this sincere, heartfelt message. Let’s hope your heart’s desire saw this then, or sees it now.
Want more music?
Want more videos?
Check out the Lovelorn Poets YouTube channel.