Everyone Gets to Make One Big Mistake
Missed Connections in Boulder
everyone gets to make one big mistake.
and i guess mine was not choosing you when the time was right for choosing you.
i hoped and believed you might choose me anyway.
pen pal chemistry.
fluffy suns delivered on watercolor paper.
a truth and vulnerability i always hoped could be.
i won’t believe it’s all been undone because we’ve been undone.
it was just a matter of aligning our yes’s at the right time.
that’s the only place we fucked up.
and i think you too missed out on choosing me.
because if you’d been in, whole heart no matter what, no risk, just because you thought i was the one, then maybe right now we’d both be
exactly what we both have been searching for, so much of what we both still want.
instead, instead? you know where we are…
One Year Ago: Missed Connection in Boulder, CO: P.P.S.