Watching two spiders race
toward the crumbs,
I reach for a shoe to stomp
on what I fear.
If change is the only constant,
we are allowed to change our minds
so instead I’ll let them crawl
from the crumb
all the way up my arm
and I might choke on one in my sleep
but dying is not something that ever
scared me.
Mom keeps getting sick
and I keep arguing with her
and myself
and all my feelings are fleeting
but right now
I don’t want anything.
Here’s another Flagstaff Missed Connections poem. In looking at all the pieces I’ve collected from this location, I think there was more than one writer who was posting to the feed. All of the poems I saved are good reads, and thoughtful, but now that I’m looking at them in a closer manner I’m sensing different voices. Not sure if that’s right or not, and we’ll never know for certain.